生日

真是多灾多难
多姿多彩的一天！

朋友们终究还是朋友
再怎么说不要庆祝不要礼物
他们还是想方设法为你做了许多、给你许多
这些即使是很小很小的心意
也是弥足珍贵

虽然想走的地方停电
想吃的餐馆没开
但还是陪着我一起吃饭一起hae一起度过了一天
这样的时间还剩多少
很有可能是最后一次大家在一起为自己庆生
但我相信美好的事情不会因此停止…

虽然生日过了
但是想说的还是要说
“Hm 总觉得不太想庆祝生日
因为…
就觉得只是生日而已
跟一般日子无恙
也想低调一点
且生日的意义更多在于
感激…
所有人，任何人
特别是爸爸妈妈
没有他们就造就不了今天的我
所以我很感激感恩。”

这段话
我没有遗憾的
说了出来
给爸爸妈妈
虽然还是通过电话
但踏出这一步对我来说已经很不容易
毕竟平时也不会这么说
不知有没有说到听者的心坎儿里
最起码我用了某种表达方式
一字一句的传递了内心想法
给最重要的人

谢谢你们。

In This Special Day, of Ours.

Still remember when I saw the audiovisuals previously done by the seniors
which played by my lecturer in Advertising Design class.
Those have been selected and played can be considered the good or high-scored works
as we can take them as references in doing our own FYP.
That time, I told myself:
I chose audiovisual as my major... I want to be the best... and I want to get the award.
(Woah so ambitious lol there're so many experts in class and you think macam very
easy to get ah?)
I didn't belive that either.
But yes, that was my aim.

I'm not that skillful as compare to my friends or the others perhaps.
All I can do is just keep pushing myself to the limit.
From the first step of challenging topic chosen,
to a series of tasks given.
Not only me, we were all frustrated, stressed, oppressed
in confronting our works each day for both the FYP semesters.
Try and try and then still trying...
Brand, problems, big ideas, concepts, themes, moods...
Every submission and presentation was seriously loaded us down.
Fortunately, we're still survive.

Thinking back, I've really really tried my best to be the best.
But, things usually don't turn out the way we think.
Today, we're having our Multimedia Advertising Design FYP Showcase.
And also the Award Presentation.
Yes, I'm not achive the aim I've made.
Nevertheless, nominated for the award...was totally unexpected, surprised.
Cause I've seen almost all the audiovisuals that my coursemates did.
Found my audiovisuals are barely satisfactory at the FYP final presentation day.
I felt really bad.
As soon as I realised that I'm not suppose to express any regret over the result
as I was putting so much efforts on it, I relieved.
Now, I couldn't be more grateful in front of my works.
Also, each and everyone who did help me in these videos.
I'm truly thankful to you guys in making this happened.

It might took me some time to realise that...
I chose the right choice. (Maybe I guess?)
But, doesn't matter.
Instead, that'll always be the warmest encourangement
which leads me to somewhere great.
And this... is what that matters.

Even though if I get nothing in return from what I've done.
No praise. No applause. Nothing at all.
I'll still go ahead with this.
With what I believe in.
I think that's how I'm.
Or should I say how we are?
You agree, FCM-ers?

P.S.: For every able person, there is always one still abler. Be humble.

感觉不快纳闷心烦想到任何一件事都觉得压力也仿佛与整个世界为敌……

不小心睡着起来后的代价？

感觉
很糟。