Feel so Bad

这次回宿舍的心情，还满平静。又是一个幸福的周末，和家人的周末。
一起吃饭，一起说话，对我来说就是最好的时间。
可以看见爸爸、妈妈、公公和弟弟们，让这个星期变得更加完整。
嘿嘿，又有新事项需要列入我们家的历史了。
那就是………… 一个新相机和一辆新车！

虽然很感谢爸妈。
虽然当我说 feel so bad 时爸妈说不需要觉得 feel bad。
可是我还是，还是觉得又感激、又自责、又很幸运、幸福。
每天平凡的生活着，做着平凡人每天做的平凡事情。
唯一不同的，是每分每秒对于爸妈的感谢。
有时甚至觉得，自己幸福得不配去拥有幸福，自己幸福得不能让自己太幸福。
我想这应该是因为患了幸福破表+爆表症吧！

今天父亲节

有时候，我发觉并不是很明白自己

就连一句“父亲节快乐”也开不了口

明明就很想他

明明就很爱他

那些话，最多也就吐到嘴边

明明就明明就……

到最后，也就是只差那一句说不完的话

爸爸，爸爸，爸爸……

To my dearest father,

I knew that you knew me. Very well. You're the person who really understand me. Very well. Understand me for who I really am. Unfortunately, I am not brave enough. Please forgive me. I'll be brave, one day. Let me tell, express and love you more. The words you say and the ways you care are always with me wherever I go and whatever I do. You're so lovely. I love you. No matter how. Instead of wishing you a "Happy Father's Day", I would like to wish you "Happy every single day". Stay healthy.

From

Your daughter : )

427?

One of my best friend, the lovely Jieying who made me this digital birthday card on FB aww~~~~

The friendssssss who I talk with and share our thoughts the most at Cyber, unable to give me the present at the time so they made me a surprise by changing their profile picture with these sadness look XDDD Thank you so much and I feel you girls' sincerity. Something that I seldom said, you girls are amazing, I appreciate each of you, and of course for what you girls had done for me. My partners that work along with me while we're fighting for our future. We'll be very good friends. Always and forever. I wish.

Hahaha so, in order to thanks them, I took a look-alike photo for my profile picture too ^^

I've spent my birthday at home this year, feel good!

Will always remember the wishes, the gifts.

A big thanks to everyone.

Love all the people.

Love myself.

Happy birthday!

P/S.: Oh ya, thank you for the most precious one, daddy mommy! Love.