White·Grey·Black

What should I write to start at the first of this post?... I still can't get it now...

Keep on telling, telling again and again... I knew it may like a thousand of stars shinning and sparking around the head... blur... but that is not what I really want actually too... Question marks? Totally confuse?... haha.. I no choice about it....

I feel tired... and.. give up... in a sudden... The feeling that, I never never feel... think... or... have these ideas before.... and.. I thought it will impossible rise on my mind one day as today... say in honestly...

I was shock!... Impossible to believe that... I feel... Finally... can take a breath with freedomly... I feel the air through out my body.... fresh.. and nice... soon I get happy and more happy... That happily make me feel so weird... very weird.... but... never mind... sometime I think... that is what should belongs to me.. Happy...

Sitting at here... yup just sit... relax the sense... Listening... the songs of music... songs of my soul.... recall back what is going on.... thinking... dreaming... mostly are thinking.... some scene of happiness... sadness.. or both of it... are appearing.... picture of white and black... or even grey that I been through.... I appreciate what the white of it... wonderful memory... joyfully life... but unlucky... the time of it is just like a flash... At last, I lost all of it.... Get lost....

Written by
Zhuan-Han