In This Special Day, of Ours.

Still remember when I saw the audiovisuals previously done by the seniors
which played by my lecturer in Advertising Design class.
Those have been selected and played can be considered the good or high-scored works
as we can take them as references in doing our own FYP.
That time, I told myself:
I chose audiovisual as my major... I want to be the best... and I want to get the award.
(Woah so ambitious lol there're so many experts in class and you think macam very
easy to get ah?)
I didn't belive that either.
But yes, that was my aim.

I'm not that skillful as compare to my friends or the others perhaps.
All I can do is just keep pushing myself to the limit.
From the first step of challenging topic chosen,
to a series of tasks given.
Not only me, we were all frustrated, stressed, oppressed
in confronting our works each day for both the FYP semesters.
Try and try and then still trying...
Brand, problems, big ideas, concepts, themes, moods...
Every submission and presentation was seriously loaded us down.
Fortunately, we're still survive.

Thinking back, I've really really tried my best to be the best.
But, things usually don't turn out the way we think.
Today, we're having our Multimedia Advertising Design FYP Showcase.
And also the Award Presentation.
Yes, I'm not achive the aim I've made.
Nevertheless, nominated for the award...was totally unexpected, surprised.
Cause I've seen almost all the audiovisuals that my coursemates did.
Found my audiovisuals are barely satisfactory at the FYP final presentation day.
I felt really bad.
As soon as I realised that I'm not suppose to express any regret over the result
as I was putting so much efforts on it, I relieved.
Now, I couldn't be more grateful in front of my works.
Also, each and everyone who did help me in these videos.
I'm truly thankful to you guys in making this happened.

It might took me some time to realise that...
I chose the right choice. (Maybe I guess?)
But, doesn't matter.
Instead, that'll always be the warmest encourangement
which leads me to somewhere great.
And this... is what that matters.

Even though if I get nothing in return from what I've done.
No praise. No applause. Nothing at all.
I'll still go ahead with this.
With what I believe in.
I think that's how I'm.
Or should I say how we are?
You agree, FCM-ers?

P.S.: For every able person, there is always one still abler. Be humble.